Psych NP Publishes Debut Memoir

Columbus-based psychiatric nurse practitioner, Amanda Rush, has published her debut memoir, The Gathering Girl.

“Seven years in the writing, this book is my attempt to make meaning of the cumulative and relatively quiet damage wrought by my parents’ divorce, my mother’s mental illness, and a childhood in which I was generally left to tend to myself. I hope my book will inspire others whose lives have been impacted by adverse childhood events to re-examine their life narratives and move toward a place of healing.”

Amanda Irene Rush

Summary

When she was 12, Amanda’s best friend’s family gifted her a Christmas stocking stuffed with a carton of cigarettes. She was thrilled. The cigarettes meant she would no longer have to steal and smoke her mother’s uncool brand. And the stocking—though it didn’t have her name stitched along the top like everyone else’s—meant, for the moment at least, that she belonged. She hadn’t felt that way since before her free-spirited mother left her corporate-climbing father with 4-year-old Amanda and her older sister in tow. Before her father remarried a woman who never wanted children. Before her mother was diagnosed with schizophrenia. Before Amanda and her sister were left to largely fend for themselves.

More than three decades later, with the death of her parents as a catalyst, Amanda began sifting through the relics of her family’s fragile past. She wondered if the chance objects she and her mother and father had held on to—a faded doodle of a girl gathering apples, broken knickknacks, worn family photos and her parents’ journals—might unravel their long-standing and tightly woven narrative and tell a different story.

Searching through the eyes of “The Gathering Girl,” Amanda discovers an alternate truth buried within the deepest roots of her family tree. She demonstrates how the untangling of a twisted past can be both beautiful and brutal, and how the journey can ultimately lead to forgiveness.

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Milestones: Two Months

The Gathering Girl is two months old!

If the book were a baby she’d be sucking on her little fists and smiling at people who smiled at her. She’d be learning object permanence — the Piagetian concept that things still exist even when you can’t see them. She’d be cooing and pooping and living in the moment. Not so her mama. Like an overly anxious parent, I’ve been wasting time worrying about her future. It’s about as pointless as an actual parent worrying about how well their infant will do seventeen years hence on her SAT and whether it’ll be good enough to get into a decent college.

I need to stop worrying and live in the moment. Enjoy the milestones the book has already achieved. It’s written, for one. It’s published, for two. And it’s out in the world, for three. Those are huge and I will try my best as I move forward in this post-publication journey to remember them.

Here are some other milestones in the last month:

  • I have two library readings booked for the summer.
  • A local book club will be reading the book and having me come talk with them about it.
  • The Coover Society in London, Ohio, has invited me to speak at their luncheon — Women Empowering Women — in May of 2024.
  • A writer whose work I admire tremendously has invited me to coffee with her in the fall to discuss doing some kind of speaking event at a college I love.

Some of these milestones I anticipated; others I didn’t. I will remember that just because I can’t see the future of my book, a future does indeed exist for it.

Thanks to everyone who has already bought and/or read the book. It means more to me than I can express.

For those who haven’t . . . what are you waiting for?


How to Score a Free Read

If cost is an issue, I get it. There are too many books on the shelf already and not enough bucks in the budget. Here’s how to score a free read: Go to your local library and request that they add The Gathering Girl to their collection. Tell them the book is available on Ingram. They’ll know what that means. 🙂

It’s a Book!

April 16, 2023: “The Gathering Girl” goes out into the world.

Today is the day I announced my book to the world. Well, at least to my small corner of it. Back in 2018, when I was wrapping up the final summer residency of Ashland University’s MFA in Creative Writing program, I told the instructor and my fellow students that I wanted to publish a book by the time I was 50. I will turn 51 in 10 days. I just made it!

Seven years in the writing, this memoir is my attempt to make meaning of the cumulative and relatively quiet damage wrought by my parents’ divorce, my mother’s mental illness, and a childhood in which I was generally left to fend for myself.

My hope is that anyone who has experienced adverse childhood events or who lives with the residue of a dysfunctional family will find some solace in my story.